I always knew being in my 20’s would be a whirlwind of new experiences and obstacles, but I didn’t think I was ever ready for how quick every single day passes by, creating in its path a number of missed opportunities and heartbreak. There are people constantly reminding me that every decision made at this stage is going to bring with it a lifetime’s worth of consequences – No pressure right? It’s at this point, that I’ve seen a lot of us reach a point of being ‘lost’; a point where not being appreciated isn’t a surface level matter anymore but rather makes you question your self-worth on a daily basis.
The burden of expectations, decisions – whether it be about the course you took in college or an unhealthy relationship that you continued despite the early warning signs, being in your early 20’s can suck but it can sure as hell be an adventure.
There are going to be times when you’re surrounded by people and still feel alone. Then there are going to be times when you find yourself drowning in negativity, hatred and fear but then you masterfully cover it up with your well-rehearsed socializing skills and/or other ‘outlets’ (you be your own judge :P) Society has led us to believe if by 20 you don’t have your life together – YOU’RE DOOMED! True, when you turn 18 you become an ‘adult’ but that doesn’t mean that all your life’s achievements, must culminate at that point or that your journey of knowledge and self discovery needs to end.
I know a friend once who wanted to take up learning the guitar when she was 23, but she didn’t because she decided she was too ‘old’ for it! OLD?! She probably has another good 60 years ahead of her but because of society; she decided that her brain was not tuned to learn anything new after 20. While we might have a million things and people to blame our insecurities on, I think sometimes we only have ourselves to blame.
I have always been a very organised person who thought she had a definite game plan for her life. If you ask some of my friends even now, they would still agree with that notion. From where I wanted to do my post grad, to my first job and even the bank I’d set up my retirement fund at (these pesky interest rates I tell you), I thought I had it all figured it. But then life came along, like it always does, and started throwing a million curve balls my way. While it initially got me all flustered, it also taught me that I am capable of so much more than the initial goals I set for myself.
As I tackled and continue to tackle these tiny but significant hurdles in my life, I’ve learnt a very important lesson along the way – Accepting change. Being in your early 20’s will teach you that nothing is permanent; you will meet a lot of temporary friends, juggle a number of different jobs and to be honest date a lot of random people before you meet the one (or maybe not). And once you embrace change in all its glory, you’ll learn that you start to learn so much about yourself, the way you handle some of life’s toughest decisions will even surprise you.
The truth is that a happy person is a peaceful person, and a peaceful person makes the right decisions. Give yourself the chance to find happiness and find things that you genuinely love doing. Surround yourself with people who aren’t judgmental but at the same time want you to be only the best version of yourself. Set goals that are realistic by a personal standard and not by the measure of society. And finally smile through the tough times; you might look like a fool but I promise you it eases the pain.
Today is a good day to take a risk, to try out something new and to make a new friend. Remember that despite what you may have heard, you are still young and you have your whole life ahead of you!
You may be 20. You may be lost. And it’s ABSOLUTELY okay